Some people don’t like me and currently I am feeling that nobody likes me. I have no friends of my own age but I am not sad and I can say it here loud. I believe and keep telling myself that some day someone, even one, is walking across me, who knows exactly what I feel and who I am:
A philosophical and loving person.
And who respects me.
I have my thoughts and talents.
I still don’t understand that how it is so difficult to some of us to say their feelings out loud. You know, everyone should say or shout “I love you! I like you!” more often, though it wouldn’t have that so called deeper meaning but of course still coming from the heart. People should hug and smile each other more often. Honestly, a simple, just one smile, can make someone’s day, though it was just a stranger to you. Especially in countries like mine (Finland) and Japan, where emotions are hidden and suicide rates are high, they could for example make certain dates in a year that people would gather together just to hug, smile, laugh, talk and shout “I love you” to each other. In crowds. It would be tons of fun! What do you think?
I hate it when people are coming to a certain conclusion about a person just by looking at them externally. Very few people can debate and usually when someone is saying their opinion to something straightly, they start to look that person down or take offence of her/his honest and strong opinions or then they go to a more personal level where they start to insult the person. It is very low, I think. Everyone should just agree with each others but God, it is not how it is. People should be able to discuss about things and feelings freely without starting to insult each other. Accept the things the way they are.
I have gone through pretty devastating things in my life, some are smaller, some are bigger. Though my heart may have been broken and my soul been shot, I am still standing and I am very happy and proud of what I’ve become.
I follow every kinds of stuff: world’s situations, watching documents and reading things from internet. Therefore, I have started to notice that there in fact are people who think the same way as I and that I am not alone. I.e. here I’ve found many good professional or unprofessional poets who have exactly same kind of thoughts in some of their poems as in mine and that makes me so so happy.
Poems are one way to express and release my feelings and thoughts. Some of them are pretty abstract and strange and prolly some of you don’t get them but writing helps. It makes me relaxed.
love being alone. Everything is in harmony and you don’t have to worry about what other people are thinking about you.
I hope you stay by my side here, ‘cause even though I don’t know you, haven’t seen your face, I am thinking about you, wherever you are in the world, in what situation ever. I feel you.
Hope you have interesting moments of reading my blog.
And keep smiling!